January 28th
November 10, 2018
4 a.m.
Coldest night of the year
I lay on the upstairs balcony in my hoodie
Haven’t slept in days
Traffic is almost nonexistent yet Campbell seems so loud
Condensation consumes the sliding door and I feel the urge to be next to you
I feel alone and wonder if you’re awake?
Soberish and stressed out,
The always full moon only bares a fraction of itself
Reminds me of you
Often get lost looking at it
and tonight I can’t take my eyes off
Clouds are absent so I can literally see the stars aligning
Lack of sleep brings about delusion and still a calmness remains
Cinnamon whiskey coats the insides of my mouth
Full of wonder,Why are some blessings in disguise?
Shivering to the point my teeth have began to chatter.
Time continues to elapse
I unconsciously outline the detail of kitty’s heart with my finger on the adJACEnt dusty window
Seeking solace that continues to hide
A one sided victor
The weekend is nearing the end
Hopefully these unmarked white pills will help me salvage some sleep
January’s winter won’t concede
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