Sometimes I Scare Myself
November 10, 2018
Sunset at 6:08 Prematurely I awake Due to the unbearable lightness of day Awoke erect and craving some strange Morning meds slow dissolve in my cheek as I lay Let it run its course so that sounds don’t turn into shapes My heads the only place where I’m afraid Inner demons invade my personal space
January 28th
November 10, 2018
4 a.m. Coldest night of the year I lay on the upstairs balcony in my hoodie Haven’t slept in days Traffic is almost nonexistent yet Campbell seems so loud Condensation consumes the sliding door and I feel the urge to be next to you I feel alone and wonder if you’re awake? Soberish and stressed